Wednesday, March 29

Where are the sounds?


And sometimes

I
am
scared.

Scared,
ofbeingalone,
of
never being able to sleep without dreaming
oftheboy.
Of waking up in a cold sweat morning after endless morning.

I'm also scared
of ennui.

And sometimes,
I find inspiration within,
it grows out of thin air,
it grows up big
it grows on me.
It makes me do things in a frenzy.
Sometimes, I just don't find it.

He said, I have a whole new continent for inspiration.
It made me think.
Yes, there is a whole new continent for inspiration.
But this new continent's not inspiring me.
Not yet, atleast.
I'll give it some time.
It's only been a few days, afterall.

But
what
am
I
to
do
intheinterim?



5 comments:

coyote said...

Sometimes
you hear
sounds
when you
stop
trying
to hear
sounds.
Your own
heartbeat
for instance...

4th Dwarf said...

some continents are more inspiring than others...

Sagar said...

the boy seems to be very important.
:D

Avalonian said...

Yes, do give it some time...

Laban T Walker said...

continents don't inspire, people do

for example, you inspre many